Carry Your World

Some saw the sun
Some saw the smoke
Some heard the gun
Some bent the bow
Sometimes the wire must tense for the note
Caught in the fire, say oh
We're about to explode

Carry your world, i'll carry your world
Carry your world, i'll carry your world

Atlas - Coldplay www.youtube.com/watch?v=Lh3Tok…

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Nightmares. Always nightmares. The same over and over again. Always about death, pain and war. She couldn't get them out of her head and she gets mad of them. She already had one nightmare that came back almost every night but now, she got more then one. And everything that happened mixes in those nightmares. She sees her friends dying and wakes up screaming everytime. And she has one more problem now.
Since some time Charlie sees things which aren't really there. She's kind of hallucinating. Celin has an idea why but keeps it a secret. She's searching for a cure but that isn't very easy. Sometimes Charlie suddenly falls on the ground and then there's darkness all around her but she's the only one who can see it.

It's really exhaustive for her and she gets really tired but she's never save. Not when she's awake and also not when she's asleep. Celin stays with her at nights but that one night Charlie had a dream. Not a bad dream like she usually has but a real dream for the first time in months maybe years.
She stood there in a beautiful landscape with the dress her sisters made for her 16th birthday. All the pain was gone. She looked around and saw the beautiful sunset, smelled the odor of flowers and heard water streaming softly. Suddenly she heard a soft voice next to her. Out of no where Elvira Yelena stood beside her. 'Ella!' Charlie gave her horse a big hug. 'You can talk! Where have you been? I missed you so much!' Charlie looked at the white glowing eyes of her horse.
'This is a dream Charlie. I'm not real.'
'No, no that can't be! We're finally together again!' Charlie got tears in her eyes and stroked Ella. 'I can feel you.'
'We're bonded by our souls Char, I finally managed to get through your nightmares.' Ella snorted softly. 'Come climb on my back then we'll go out for a little ride.'
Ella didn't have to say that twice, Charlie climbed on her back and they walked over endless medows in the orange light of the sunset.
'I wish this dream could last forever. I want all the pain to be over.'
'Our scars will always remain Char, we just have to learn how to live with it. Nobody can stay in a dream. When we wake up it will be over but we can make the best of it and one day we will walk around like this in the real world. Together.' Ella said
'Don't leave me again Ella. I need you.' Charlie whispered.
It felt like they were walking for hours and they really enjoyed it both.
'I think it's time to get off Char.' Ella said while looking to Charlie
'I don't want to.' Charlie said but she got of anyway.
'We will see eachother again soon Char I promise. We will find eachother, our souls will lead us the way. I'll carry your world and all your hurt'
Charlie hugged Ella again. Very tight. But after some time she noticed that Ella had dissapeard and that she was hugging air. She got strenght from this and woke up.
And this time without screaming.

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Name: I'll carry your world
Tools: Wacom Bamboo Fun pen&touch
Programmes: gimp 2.6
Time worked on this: 6 hours
Human: Charlie
Horse: Elvira Yelena (Ella)

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xx - RisingAngelss