First, I want to wish you all a very happy new year! ^.^ Make the best of it!
So this is the third year I make an art summary XD maybe you noticed I don't make a lot of new stuff anymore... and a second thing you have possibly noticed, is that I don't draw horses anymore :') I really love my horse characters but they are just not that important anymore to me. They have a place in my heart but I'm more busy with focussing on the human characters.
2014 was overall a good year for me
I did a lot of things I like to do and I've accomplished things
the 9th of september 2013, I got a care horse Ramira and later that year Binky, the little shetland pony came. Riding on Ramira wasn't going that well :') It took some time before I figured out how to ride her and I started to love her more and more. I learned a lot from her previous year and riding her goes better and better. In may, I got a 3rd place with her in a dressage competition! After that, in june I had a little accident with her. I had a nasty fall during a photoshoot. And afterwards, I was frustrated because I couldn't jump into the saddle again for a week :') I just did it then, not too much and my mom wasn't really happy about it x] I was lucky because the fall could have ended much and much worse... I only had a huge scratch on my leg and some scratches on my back, arms, shin and foot. In september, we had an other dressage competition and it went really bad since Ramira can't be anywhere without Binky near her xd So, binky had to stand in the Arena and still than Ramira was very frustrated that she couldn't be with him XD I was sure I would end last place but I got the 2nd place! No idea how but it just happened XD
2014 was for me a year of better getting to know myself. And I'm still trying to figure out who I really am but I'm starting to get an idea
I started to make my own choices, because I didn't really do that before :') Most of the time I was sharing someone else's opinion. I know why I did that x] and now I'm just letting it go. I also got to know my fears. I never knew them. Or I did but I just didn't notice them. But now I know them, I can get rid of them
Letting go is all I need. Although I always try to hold on, I figured out that sometimes it is better to just let go. Even if it hurts. A lot...
I met due to an exchange with school, a good friend, Marta
She lives in Spain and I visited her last summer
We really had a great time and I hope we can meet again this year!
I got a job in april which has given me a lot of freedom. Well it also takes time of course since you have to work hahaha XD but with the money I earn I can do a lot of things. I can travel, buy things for myself without asking permission from my parents and I can do nice things with friends
I also learned who my real friends are
but I kind off do that every year xd You get new friends, you lose old ones... it goes like that every year :')
overall a good year (maybe thanks to my hamster since I gave him the name Bonne Année
) with a lot of fun, friends and of course horses ^.^
hope this year will be a good one too, all of you!
this is the year of my exams D: It is going to be a year of choices... and I'm not very good at making choices D:
again, a very happy new year to all of you!!!